I hated taxol too, sailed through A/C, but then got the not serious but miserable side effects (no taste buds, black and brown nails, bloody nose) then the hard one, my feet - very painful toes (it got better!) and lots of loss of feeling. Seemed like forever to get to the end, but glad I did. Most people do find taxol easier, but that assumes you had a miserable time on A/C!!
Those who truly care for you are the ones around you. Let them help you and get you through the next 5 treatments. Things will improve after that.