Hi @rella1 - just wanted to say I'm thinking of you. Breast cancer research and treatment has come in leaps and bounds and continues to at such a rapid rate, it is well funded and we know so much more about BC than unfortunately we do about many other cancers. We are so lucky, even compared to 5-10 years ago! I know you probably don't feel lucky at the mo, but let others care for you, stay away from Google (you'll always find horrifying stuff there, even if you look up ingrown toe nail), hook up with others your age going through this, and be kind to you. Best wishes, hugs and good luck. xx