@coxie It's normal to feel overwhelmed at this stage. It was the two-year anniversary of my diagnosis last Sat, and I well remember the whirlwind of thoughts. Now, I'm two lots of surgery, five months of chemo and 25 days of radiation farther along. Waiting for the next step will be one of the hardest things to do ... waiting for results, waiting for appointments, etc. Make sure you ask all the questions you want to ask and get the answers. Try to give yourself some pampering in between everything, and get some exercise - that will help you to process your thoughts. All the best.