Hi everyone,
sorry I am slack at replying or even hopping on here as it can be a bit of a mental drain for me. The breast MRI of my right is fine and now I am just waiting for Bone scan and ct for my back niggle pain and they said it would be good to have a nuclear Bone scan as I haven't had on since I started all this nearly 2 years ago.... wow that sounds weird 2years... anyway I'm doing ok just about to finally try returning to work next week and I'm hoping to get the Bone results the week after. Thank you Flourish, that is inspiring and does give me hope. I'm so happy/humbled you were able to do all that with young children and have been here for them all these years and still going strong. Thank you I have heard of Otis it's just hard to know a time when we could get away as we are now so bad in debt because of all this that we need to work whenever we can with no time off just to pay the massive debs of not being able to work for nearly 2 years, I feel like I'm going to be in box sooner rather than later only a cardboard one out the front on the street instead. I just need next week to go well, my scans and my attempt to find work again and be capable to do my labour intensive construction job I love. I've been going to the cancer clinic Bloomhill Gym 3times a week to try and help prepare but nothing will resemble the challenges I will face in the coming weeks but I am excited to be finally going back to what I love so much if someone gives me a job back. It honestly crossed my mind when I first wrote the very first post on here that I wouldn't be around to type this 2years in so I feel lucky and really hope with all my life I can go in for another 30 and raise a family as that's all I ever wanted. Thank you all so much for being patient and all your support, I comforted a dear old lady in woolies yesterday who had lost her husband and it made me think of all those who comforted me during my time and 99%of them were on here or Facebook support groups as I have no one but my family and hubby. So thank you very much and I WILL update about my last lot of scans to my bones when I can in a few weeks and hopefully I would have worked a bit by then too so my stress levels may be eased a bit too. Hugs back at you all! Ps I found listening to a range of YouTube videos by "The Honest Guys" especially their LOTR middle earth ones so helpful to sleep and for positive thoughts so if I can help another by sharing this then great. Cheers Nicole xx
