Newbie triple negative

Hi @Clairebear7 so great you posted. I am sorry you find yourself here but you will find a lot of support from those of us who have walked this path. I remember reading absolutely every post in here before I built the courage up to post myself. You are never alone, we understand and there may come a time where you will also help someone who posts for the first time. 🌸 The dose dense chemo is challenging, I really had to do a lot of self talk and get in the zone. I imagined the chemo as liquid gold and what I needed to destroy any crappy cells. The chemo also builds up as you go so it is normal to feel more tired as you go. I would literally randomly lie down and sleep. One thing I found helpful was a calendar that I put a great big cross through after every round. I did 4 x fortnightly and then did 12 weekly. It’s also normal to feel anxious because it all feels so strange. Be kind to yourself. Don’t get ahead of yourself, just focus on today. Have you found that you have some good days in the fortnight? When you feel ok, do something you love - coffee? Read? See a friend? If you can try to go for a stroll. If you need anything, jump on here. On my first post, I was told that I would look back on my chemo and would most likely forget a lot of it - I found that hard to believe at the time, but 2 years on, I can say that advice was so true. This time now will pass. Another tip I was given was to reframe how you are thinking, rather than worry about things in the future, consciously say, at this time. Take care, you can do this. 🌸