Sorry to hear of your diagnosis. I too loved my hair but I learned to adjust once it had gone. I didn't try to hide it at home but wore a cap when I went out as without hair your head does get quite cold. My husband and kids got used to my lack of hair and one son had this habit of rubbing my bald pate as a symbol of love and I would say make a wish lol. My husband was horrified at this but in the end as the hair has been growing back a little and its so soft like a babies hair, he too has taken to giving it a stroke now and then. Its temporary and you must realise it and embrace the new temporary you. You'll be fine.