@sandramj If anyone has been down a rocky road, I think you are one of the top contenders! You deserve a medal for all you have been through. Basically, I had no health probs from 16 - appendix - to 26 - anxiety and depression, still being managed. Then 52 and a lousy little 2cm lumpectomy. I think you would have a lot to teach us about resilience...do you have any tips, say your top 5, if you are okay to share, for getting through this? You have gone through so much, it would help me to know what drives you or what you do when faced with another challenge. My resilience has been pretty weak, and after two bouts of neutropenia I was a total cry baby and the side effect wall hit me in the face. A week off chemo helped. But I am amazed at how you have put up with so much and keeping on going. Thank you xxx