Positive but fearful at the same time

Oh Renee, we most certainly sound like we are on the same road. I have been off line for a little while dealing not with the physical side which after my 3rd treatment has not been too bad, but the emotional and mental strain took its toll in the last week. I have been SO sad... angry and just on an extreme emotional roller coaster. I am lucky I have a new partner in my life who unfortunately jumped on my bus and found himself embroiled in this difficult journey with me. He has been my rock and how he has coped with my turmoil lately is anyone's guess. I am trying to pull myself out of it before heading into treatment 4 next week. And after that only 2 to go! Yay! Hang in there Renee, we can hold each other's hand and walk through this together if you like? Please feel free to contact me should you need. I most definitely will understand where you are and how you might be feeling. X x