Hey Lesley
Welcome to BCNA and your new group of pink sisters. I hope you have your My Journey Kit through BCNA as it will definitely help you along your journey.
I so remember those thoughts of I wish it would start cause the sooner it starts the sooner it is over but it is very daunting and scary just the same.
The waiting for your results of anything is so so hard and probably one of the scariest bits. Keep yourself very busy doing stuff.....so you don't give yourself time to wonder the outcome. I don't allow myself time to think the bad thoughts that come in to my head. I just go nup and get up out of bed or get up from the table or the lounge chair or where ever I am and carry on doing something else to take my minds off those thoughts that tend to run away with us.
Where do you live Lesley. There are probably some lovely BCNA ladies in your area that you can link up with. Otherwise we are here for you night or day.
I hope you will continue to share with us as you travel along this road that none of us wanted to be on but we have and we have managed to get through.
Thinking of you and sending you big hugs while you wait. Lots of love always, Mich xoxooxxoxo