Rita1963
11 years agoMember
Gloom lifting
The fog has lifted. Here I am 4 months since diagnosis, Bilat Mastectomy, AC-T dose dense chemo with 2 remaining, radiation to follow.
But woke up a few days ago, started my day then realized "I'm bme iack" the old s re-emerging. The all consuming thoughts of cancer have subsided.
Yes they dosurface but now can easily redirrect my thoughts.
Still tear up if by surprise someone offers me support or reassurance, as truely I do at times forget that I have cancer even though its pysically obvious.
I was told I would reach this point but really didn't beieve. It is as I was told one morning you wake up and you know you can get though this.
Rita x
P.S. I know there will be some steps back in the future but at this moment moving forward.