every morning
Hello pink ladies
Have not participated for a while but still here and read every morning what and who is adding to the site. I feel sorrow with every new person and especially the young ones.
. I am very dissappointed that no-one has replied to radiation and chemo CMF. There is not too much info out there on this combination. I have been told this is what I will be doing after this time next week and by now both breasts cut off and in the bin! I am suffering from very bad nerves and depression even thinking about it. The Black Dog has taken hold and I have just removed myself from society. I am getting sick of "home" but fail to find any energy to get out at all. Even walking my small dog is too bigger a deal.
Double mastectomy this time next week and I did not think I was going to miss them but it turns out I will and sacred shitless at the op next week. To-day I just cannot hope for a future and facing life with a craved up chest. Hats off to all who have gone down this avenue before me and I am sure I will be the first to give advise and support to the next victim but at the moment I have nothing to give.
Thanks for reading
Sarah 54