chemo

thanks for the replys from you all i got through the first chemo day ok just dont know what to expect for the next couple of weeks one down 5 to go then 4 weeks radiothraphy then 5 years tamoxifin i know my hair is going to fall out and the worst thing is everyone i meet in there nurses social worker pathology keep telling me its so sad you have the most beautiful hair and look at me in pitty its crap they shouldnt mentiont that at all my hair is long thick and and beautiful red in color so thats the firs thing they notice ive been lucky to be a natural red head with no freakles so anyway see how i go i was going to get this orange color wig but the hair dresser said the sold the last 2 to the local drag queen so that was enough to put me of i dont want to match him so im going blond i thought that was funny though anyway i will get on with this crap and try to think of having fun time with the girls once its all over