A new day .. Aug 11 2020
Hi all even my discussion title makes me breath deeply. I’m 42 and was diagnosed on Aug 11th. I’m half way through my radiotherapy and just found out I’ll be undergoing chemo too. I got my head somewhat around my treatment plan but feel like I’ve been smashed again with another sledgehammer and honestly I’m just frightened and already tired by it all. I did the expensive test to check my tumour and it came back chemo would be beneficial. So I’m doing it a bit backward radio then chemo. I cry a lot, my thought jump around between hope and overwhelm wondering if this is my life and is it the start of over or if I’ll ever be well again and I am so emotional about it. I’m sad for me and my 15 year old son and I’m just scared. Also just started zoladex to put me into menopause. So much happening in my body right now. This is my first post, power to all my beautiful sisters XX
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