A new day .. Aug 11 2020

@Ecup2020 hello and yes my last oncologist appointment she commented on my range of emotions within a 5 minute span but hey .. you just told me I’m doing chemo and the plan was no chemo ..well let’s re-word that I am choosing chemo, short course based con the endopredict test, more prevention as I had a grade 2, 2.2 tumour, nodules clear I’m 42 pre memo. I’m more grateful at the minute. Grateful I found it , that it was just one and that it hadn’t spread & nodules were clear. I’m grateful it was one op. But overwhelmed and frightened about chemo, my hair which is massive and trivial at the same time in my mind. And early menopause which I’m ok with out of all of this. Change and healthy, hopeful horizons in the midst of all this big shit going on. Life will never be the same as I breathe deeply into the thought I have both fear and hope. To quote another amazing woman on here “ I will not only survive I will thrive”.. And ride the rollercoaster not so fun bus. XX it is a great community here strong and supportive 💕