LoriB
8 years agoMember
Highs and Lows ... WAVES of whacky emotions..
Hello. I've been floating through so many discussions and thought I'd say hello.
Im 28, I received my positive BRACA result AUG 2017, and early sept I found I have a stage 3 triple neg invasive ductal carcinoma in my left breast.
I think I'm ok, then I cry for 2 hours.
I google my diagnosis, then I start writing goodbye letters to my family
I love my support network, then I feel angry about my diagnosis and my healthy lifestyle change I made for nothing and go out and eat a big whopper with cheese.
I love my partner, but I get upset when he tries to console me because he isn't having his breasts removed, he isn't going to have to have his ovaries removed, he isn't going to lose his hair... I feel selfish for saying it but i feel so unsupported even though I have so many friends and family members by my side
I just need need to feel like I'm not the only one who is going mental over a diagnosis - of any kind
im not normally such a Debbie Downer either. I just need to vent to someone who actually is going through something similar
Im 28, I received my positive BRACA result AUG 2017, and early sept I found I have a stage 3 triple neg invasive ductal carcinoma in my left breast.
I think I'm ok, then I cry for 2 hours.
I google my diagnosis, then I start writing goodbye letters to my family
I love my support network, then I feel angry about my diagnosis and my healthy lifestyle change I made for nothing and go out and eat a big whopper with cheese.
I love my partner, but I get upset when he tries to console me because he isn't having his breasts removed, he isn't going to have to have his ovaries removed, he isn't going to lose his hair... I feel selfish for saying it but i feel so unsupported even though I have so many friends and family members by my side
I just need need to feel like I'm not the only one who is going mental over a diagnosis - of any kind
im not normally such a Debbie Downer either. I just need to vent to someone who actually is going through something similar