I'm so sorry to hear you are unwell again.Gosh you have had a rough year-especially having 2 funerals close together for 2 peolpe you loved dearly. Don't worry about not crying for your dad.The same thing happened to me when my dad died.I had to arrange his funeral and look after my mum who was falling to pieces.You have so much to organize and deal with that your emotions shut down in order to get through it.You might have your melt down when the funeral is over.I look back in amazement that I talked to an audience at my dad's funeral and didn't once shed a tear.Don't question yourself darl,just go with it.Get help later on if you still haven't grieved.
We had a great time at the summit and drank extra,danced extra for you not being there.You were missed by our little group.Sending love and hugs, Tonya xx
