Hi to allWow, look at all of the positive ladies that have joined our group - we all have our stories with one common result - we are here for each other.After reading all of your stories I feel just so lucky, at the time I guess we all think the worst of our situation but work throught it and come out the other side but in reflection I had nothing to moan about. I am blessed to have a wonderful husband who was just so supportive - even when I was being such a cow & yes I truly was. Looking back our partners must have, at times, felt helpless, I know with Tony that he was always there for me but could not do anything for me.We are now starting to plan a long holiday away, will be a few months until we are able topull it off but look out here we come Australia. Plan to be away for anyhting from 3 - 6 mths. Will be good for both of us - everyone said after treatment go & have a holiday but our circumstances did not permit it - like a lot of you we have commitments but we are going to do it.Take care everyone and it would be great to meet some of you one day.Narelle