more surgery
going in for more surgery tomorrow morning, not looking forward to it as they want to cut out more of the area where the cancer was. So over it all. I am starting to feel like a science experiment. I can't understand why they want to cut more away?
I had surgery to remove cancer and lymph nodes back in April, then chemo, now more surgery and after this radiation therapy. The last MRI I had showed no cancer. But yet they still want to invade my body with more invasive procedures. They tell me this is to get it all and give me the best chance of being clear of cancer. But I don't know,
My body is looking and feeling like crap. I just want my body back. Cancer is a huge inconvenience in my life and one that I don't need or have the time for. AGHHHHHHHHH