Hey Sarah
Welcome to BCNA but very sorry you have to be here. I know what you mean about the waiting, it sucks. Janey has done a post of a poem on here which if you read will relate to your story probably like it does for most of us who have been diagnosed with BC.
I so remember just wanting to get on with the bloody chemo. I had an infection from the surgery so they had to delay it but in the end they had to commence it even with the infection still rampant but I didn't care I just wanted to get on to it. What it reminds me of though is we so want to see our kids crawl and then walk and then talk and then once they do we wish to got they hadn't hee hee.
Just checking you have your free "My Journey Kit" through BCNA which you can order online or phone them. I found it so helpful during my journey. Also the other resources available are also helpful plus there is a discount on a great book by John Boyages at the moment which is a fabulous reference book from start to finish.
I hope everything goes well for you and that you have a lot of help and support through friends and family who will be able to help with your boys while you are going through this. Cancer Council may also be able to offer you some assistance should you need it.
Best of luck, come back for a chat whenever, we are here for you.
Lots of love, Mich xoxoxoxo