Carolynvj
13 years agoMember
First week & scared
Have today just received my biopsy results - I guess it is more or less what I expected & surprisingly I feel somewhat relieved to the way I have been feeling (totally devastated,scared,angry & out of control)
Now that I have the results of biopsy I do I guess feel slightly in control.. Have high grade ductal carcinoma & lymph node involvement also positive hormone receptors??? All a bit foreign atm but am sure I will become so used to this language in my future.
Had a great talk with nurse at my local surgery who was extremely helpful & at the end of the day on the "scale" of this I am not at the so called "good" end or the so called "bad" end am floating in the middle.
My first appointment is at Peter Mac on Monday so will see where my journey is headed from there....
Oh yes & my husband is fairing ok so as to my 21yr old daughter Hannah, my 19yr old son Sam & my 15yr old son Jake. It is just so hard knowing that I am unfortunately going to have to take them on this journey with me & it is going to be rough but I am trying to be positive & know that I am going to die but not from this.......