I so remember those first weeks of my diagnosis and the feelings of my life being out of my control.
I was diagnosed in late November 2012 so it is still fairly recent. I have just finished my chemo and am feeling so happy its over.
Of course there is still much more ahead of me but I found it bearable by enjoying the good days and doing what I could on those days.
I found the waiting the hardest part, waiting for results, waiting for doctors, waiting for treatments, I just had to learn patience, I hope you do better at that than I did.
I found my children a huge source of support, as I hope yours will be for you.
I wish you well with your treatments and hope that you cope with the swings and round abouts.
cheers
Donna