Thanks @arpie, I did see this thread. And yes oncologist said we could try another type.
After all the crap with surgery, chemo and radiotherapy not too mention the weightgain and joy of juggling one boob, having to put up with intense bone pain and hot flushes coming at me thick and fast is just more than i can deal with.
How on earth do you get up and on with life, get back to work etc without feeling like a freak?
Ok @sickgirl you poor bugger. One should be able to wipe ones bum without pain.
I did the online stat survey and apparently my 5 year survival rate is improved 3% and 15 years by 8%.
Though my oncologist did say they dont really know which treatment (chemo, radio or meds) actually dtops reoccurrence if at all.
Feeling like a guinea pig playing russian roulette