Stable - schmable...
Hi pink ladies,
Clinic today - basically the disease is stable - schmable. I'm pretty down about it. I have had all of my hopes pinned on remission. It is unlikely that this will happen. So I h...
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Firstly, can I say stable is actually good!...It's definately no worse which has to be a good thing, right? I can understand your disappointment though...It would've been a bonus to have the lung mets reduced, if not gone! What about the axilla node being 50% reduced in size and the skin met being about 50% smaller? That's great news Amanda! In time I bet those pesky lung mets will reduce too...they are just being a little stubborn at the moment.... Never say never! Never give up hope whatever you do!
I understand you wanting to take a break from the cancer world. I no longer google or seek out any cancer-related material...I just dont want to know about it anymore. I have gone into my 'bubble' world and just come on this site for support and advice when I need it...that is enough for me at the moment. Perhaps I am putting my head in the sand, but I dont care cos I feel better for it. I have decided that there are times to truly FIGHT, and times to have a break from the FIGHTING...it is exhausting mentally, physically and emotionally and in my opinion its ok to retreat and get on with life!
I hope you do find time to pop into this site and touch base...you have been and continue to be an inspiration to me Amanda. Big hugs and love, Celeste xx