Thank you for your comment. What side effects do you have with these infusions 3 weekly like me. I might need to see someone to talk too. Because I just can't seem to get on with life with this diagnosis. Even though I feel quite healthy and well in myself. Mentally I can't cope at all. I'm always in tears and so fragile. I am not me anymore just someone looking down on a shell of the old me. Life is so different now and I know we are all in the same boat and I need to pull myself together and I tell myself that but it doesn't work. I'm wallowing in doom and I hate that. I have always been a positive happy person that frowned on people like that. And now that is me. I'm ashamed.
