Oh Belinda i was so moved by your post it is gut wrenching.It is the fear we all try to put at the back of our minds and cant.Every pain every sniffle every cough.torturing our minds wondering it the goddamn cancer is back!
I too am sick to death of people saying stay positive treatments over move on! How the frick can I?With one boob lymphedema menopause ovaries removed so no more kids.grey curly hair kids who just want their old mum back.And im only 41.
I so feel for you and cant comprehend what you are going through.It is crap! Youve touched my heart and i wish i could say something to make you feel better.But i know their isnt.
Xx