Scared, confused and need advice

Hi I have been meaning to come back on and write an update .. But everytime i do I don't really know where to start .. I had my first visit with the physcolgist at the hospital yesterday and she said I was still in the grief stage which I guess I am .. It's really hard to understand where I'm at .. I am not so out of control as I was when I first found out .. Sometimes I think I am just numb just going day by day ... But I've been back at work for 2 weeks now .. And had my first 3 rounds of chemo .. And dso farexcept losing my hair .. Feel pretty good health wise ... Not sleeping much which makes me pretty tired by the end of the day though Though I have been doing a lot of thinking and planning and have been in touch with my insurance and have a meeting set up with the legal team with the cancer council to apply access it so I can give up work and spend the rest of my time with my daughter and grandson ... Would be great to hear from anyone that has any info on the process .. How long it's likely to take ? I think that's my main goal now is just to fix up all the financial things for my daughter and cut out all the stress so I can put everything into keep living as long as I can ... I'm not accepting a short time prognosis at this stage ( even though that might be denial :( I have to believe to keep going ... Thanks for keeping in touch ... And the support it does help soooo much ...