Newly diagnosed - Just need some positivity and hope

Hi Everyone.  This is my first post.  I am trying to navigate this network, because I know I need help.  I was diagnosed with metastatic breast cancer only 5 days ago.  I have many tests coming up, and treatment options.  But for now, I can't seem to find the strength.  I just need to hear some positive stories, some good stories, some hopeful stories, so that I can muster enough determination to stop crying for one thing, and to get my anxiety level down.  I have an amazing family, and they also need some hope.  I am 56, and was originally diagnosed 13 years ago with early breast cancer, and was told "you are cured"????  I am sorry to sound so desperate, but I'm still in that place where my world feels like it's ending.  Thank you for reading, and I send hugs to everyone.