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Trekkie
8 years agoMember
Thanks zoffiel and angg66 for replying. The uncertainty is the hard thing. I was really positive the first 2 times, going to beat the odds. Now I just dont know. I get a twinge or a stiff back and wonder if something is going on. My husband and I are going to do more things for ourselves. I tend to put myself last a lot (iim sure that sounds familiar to you all). Next year we are going to Queen, Pink and Rocky Horror. Some positives to focus on.The emotional roller coaster is difficult, today I was feeling scared. I've never felt that way before about my cancer. my husband goes from one extreme to the other. one moment we need to make funeral plans and the next all is going to be ok. anyway i need to try and get some sleep. hopefully my feet wont wake me up! thanks again.