@Formymum19 so sorry for your loss. May your Mum rest in peace and knowing how much you loved her, and don't you worry many Mums and daughters can have strained relationships at times, so pleased you both had time to embrace getting to know each other better over the last couple of years. Reading your thread has warmed my heart and is evidence of how special a daughter you are to your Mum. May you be always blessed. Take care and we are here for you whenever you want to jump on to share, cry or to have others to chat with on the forum. xx