Oh Denise I know I'm not as strong as you I do not want to go through all that pain you are experiencing expecially the bone cancer which as youre probably aware I have cancer again in my spine. Back in 2011 the cancer in those areas were dealt with and I was left with just scarring and I had a hard time convincing RPH that I had cancer in my bones, spine, hips etc. This time around it caused the breakdown of T1 and T8 and yeah I've been having nerve problems or spasms I guess, wearing a brace and pain. I am resuming a higher dosage of supplements called OPC3 with calcium of course and Advanced B. These sups are Isotonix which I partnered up with the company Market Australia and damn it all I'm going to for the first time beat this cancer. I've never ever said that because I was more concerned with managing my cancer. Well I guess I can do both. Now and then it gets me down because well, I hate pain but as I continue to diarise my illness I will keep in touch. i pray for you, and I havent done that for yonkies that you will one day get better. I don't know whether a cure is possible just yet but if it comes soon I must help all those other types of cancers so they can live a 'full' life too. Donna