I am sorry you r going thru so much. Knowing we can share our experiences is a fantastic sounding board for people like us and for our family and friends I guess who don't know how to help and want to know how. There's this 40 yr old bloke named Question, remember him he was interviewed by u think Ray Martin , I could be wrong and he's done so much despite his been wheelchair bound and experiences pain every day. To me he's an inspiration. I do love your last sentence; listen to your body and relax and have a cup of tea.