Anne you are amazing and you should value you are doing everything that's right for you.The Cording must be terrible.I also suffer from anxiety,bitch,am not working and how you do it is amazing.Socially that would be good as I am very alone with minimal family and friends support.I had wide resection ,sentinel node and started chemo on Wed,and seemed to cope ok but unfortunately let myself get constipated till this arvo.So although I was keeping up fluids I would normally so it all built up.There's nothing like being alone vomiting and a temp when the house is quiet.Feeling better now never will do that again.The women here have great suggestions and I find helpful and supportive.Aromatherapy seems to be the go any way you can relax and pamper yourself is good.Take care hugs Debza