Best of luck @
KMAC46,
Your feelings of anxiety and fear are normal and understandable. I've got a lovely, supportive GP who doesn't bat an eyelid when I suddenly burst into tears at my appointments. If your GP is not empathetic, can you find someone who is? This is a long journey and you need a good team around you. Six months in, I've finally made an appointment with a cancer counsellor, found through this site
http://www.cancercounselling.com.au/?postcode=2261&page_id=11. I probably should have done so a lot sooner. I also take an antidepressant, which helps a lot. Maybe you could discuss that with your medical oncologist?