So not what I wanted to hear
I went and got my results from surgery today. I've had chemo and then a mastectomy and full clearance. Tests came back showing cancer still in the nodes.
On the positive they did have to do a special test to see them as they were 'sparse' but still I'm gutted.
I have been keeping so positive. When I was going through chemo I felt like I Was moving to a goal of getting rid of the cancer and now I'm there and so is it.
Radiation is next and then hormone treatment. When I asked how do we know radiation worked? She said we just have to monitor for symptoms :(
Now the wait for appointment with onc and radiologist.
I feel like I did when I first heard the words 'you have cancer'. I don't want to die. I don't want this to be my life. I don't want to live with this constant fear.
Sorry just having a, this all sucks, moment.
On the positive they did have to do a special test to see them as they were 'sparse' but still I'm gutted.
I have been keeping so positive. When I was going through chemo I felt like I Was moving to a goal of getting rid of the cancer and now I'm there and so is it.
Radiation is next and then hormone treatment. When I asked how do we know radiation worked? She said we just have to monitor for symptoms :(
Now the wait for appointment with onc and radiologist.
I feel like I did when I first heard the words 'you have cancer'. I don't want to die. I don't want this to be my life. I don't want to live with this constant fear.
Sorry just having a, this all sucks, moment.
