@kezmusc Been thinking about you my lovely & hoping things are going OK. It sounds like you have been through the wringer you poor thing & yes, I bet you feel like a pin cushion at the moment. It bought back memories of when I was called back after my first mammo & ALL the tests that were done on me that day. i was the first one to arrive & the last to leave with blood pouring from my boob. I do feel for you & hope you are going somewhere for Christmas & you will be looked after. I Dont think you deserve to be hosting it or doing anything for that matter. BUT if Santa brings you the best pressie ever with some great results, you will probably be dancing around the house drinking champagne! Hang in there my sweet & try to keep busy which shouldn't be hard this time of year. Plenty of Chrissie things to do if you're in the mood, carols, Chrissie lights, drinks with friends.........Put out a big Christmas stocking so it can be filled with good results! love & hugs xx
