Hi all,
We had a really good storm last night. About 2.5 inches of rain so that's fantastic. Blew like heck though.
I reckon @Brenda5, I might even have to bust out the mower before xmas lol. I think I'll look at the grass for a while if it appears. I am so so hoping for a quirky nothing.
@Zoffiel, it's getting close to that.
I have been hibernating and overthinking after a less than inspirational apt with BS on Tuesday. The guru lady cannot get me in until next Wednesday. Which will be fanastic,not. I am either going to get great news or have a bloody awful xmas by the time the results are through. Maybe I'll be lucky and they wont get back quickly.
I am a bit scared of the core biopsy this time. The last guru told me it was going to be a very unpleasant experience and I am not going to be able to run away again.
BS wants a definite result from the bx. In other words if it doesn't come back as a benign whatever and comes back as normal tissue they've missed and it has to come out because we can't trust it. She was elluding to the fact that successful lump removal again probably will not be possible if "the bitch is back" so only one other option in that case. :'(
It's taking quite an effort to not go all "cloudy fog of doom" and pacifify the rabbit at the moment.
Anyhoo, let's hope she's a damn good shot and I get a benign thingamy result. One day at a time, Yes?
xoxoxoxo
