Hi hun,
So sorry you had to join our 'club'. If you have not been put in contact with your local breast care nurse make sure you do as they are invaluable in this whole messy process.
Yes, veins go into hiding and you are best off to avoid canulas if you are needle shy. I am.allergic to everytjong so could not have the line and it has been a nightmare. Average of 3 attempts by their best nurse each time I go for Chemo and every time because veins are shrinking and getting brittle they start the Chemo then have to stop and hunt a new vein... You will also be having regular blood tests throughout so it if you have a line makes it easier for them to draw blood - no need to sting you...
I am bery happy fornyou that marhins are clear and it is just the therapies you need to worry about andnno further surgeries and know while Chemo is at times frustrating due to sideeffects it can be managed. There are bad times and good times but in all you get throught it and you will be OK. The main thing is they get any remaining cells and then you get your life back.
This forum is great as everyone here has either been through it or if going through it. I am 3/4s through my Chemo and believe me when I say these ladies have kept me sane and the advice I received here has helped me deal with any anxiety about the treatment and also helped me deal with the sideffects.
Do you know what Chemo regime you are having? If you do, you can also dlsearch the site for posts on that Chemo as all of us have been sharing our experiences so it will help you gauge what you can expect. Having say that, we are all different and have different reaction to Chemo so some of us having particulat sideffects need not mean you too will have them. Some ladies are lucky to have minimal side-effects and may be one of them.
Either way, remember that we are here and regardless of how you may feel or what you may be goong through we will understand. We have all been there and get it - be it a case of sooking, absolute meltdowns, anxiety, 101 questions or outright anger and rage... We do get it and through this whole mess I hope you remember this is one safe place and we are there.
Hugs
Jel.