loz81
10 years agoMember
Isolation
So i have finished my AC treatments now and am onto weekly treatments of taxol. One down, eleven to go!! I think that so far i have been one of the lucky ones with my treatments. I haven't really ...
What you are feeling is how most of us feel at some point in this marathon of treatment. I know I felt the second half of my 18 weeks of chemo was the hardest. I suppose it is just simply that our energy levels are getting pretty low.
I felt that for the last few weeks of chemo I was like one of those marathon runners that have pushed a bit too hard and get that terrible wobble and stagger as they approach the finish line.
It does not help when you also start to feel that isolation and lack of face to face support. Like you say it is for our own good but it DOES make the whole thing even harder.
But I got there, like you say, one day at a time and you will too. I am now over 2 years down the track and enjoying feeling healthy and well again. That makes all those hard weeks worthwhile. Hang in there and come and chat on here when you feel alone. You will always find someone who understands. Take care. Deanne xxx