emotion is going through hell

Sorry to hear you are overwhelmed at the moment, it's a hard thing to deal with. Definitely a roller coaster of emotions. Summer is right when she says breast cancer is one of the most treatable. That may not seem such a comfort but they are doing some wonderful things treating breast cancer these days. I also did a lot of reading and research, it can get you down. I am 5 months post treatment and feeling pretty darn good, I now have what I refer to as my 'cancer box'. I got sick of leaving cancer booklets all over the house, it was a constant reminder I didn't need. My best advice to you is to take 'one day at a time', it can be daunting looking too far down the track. I wish you all the very best for your results and whatever treatment you may need. Keep your chin up, sending big cyber hugso you, 

Hazel xx