What you are feeling is normal,when you first find out that you have breast cancer.But what you need to know,is that you are going to be OKAY!!!! You are not going to die,and I am pretty certain that you are going to have your treatment,then go on to live a long ,healthy life.Breast cancer these days is so treatable,especially when it hasn't spread to the lymph nodes,and you have done a good thing by posting on this blog.Other ladies will reply to you over the next couple of days,and give you hope,just as I am trying to do.I was diagnosed with breast cancer one year ago.I feel really well now,as most ladies on here do.Stay on this blog,as you will get so much help and support here. Whenever you feel scared just come on here,and someone will support you.I think that you will find,that once you have seen the surgeon for post surgery followup, you will start to feel more in control. Try not to worry so much and stay in touch.CheersxoxRobyn