emotion is going through hell

I am so sorry to hear that you are going going through such an overwhelming time. You mentioned that you have an appointment with the surgeon on Monday...that is when you will get a more conclusive pathology report. Knowing what you are dealing with and the treatment you will have will hopefully have a settling effect. I know it is hard ..I felt the same. But remember that everyone is unique...your pathology, grade, stage of lesion in your breast is UNIQUE to you. There are so many wonderful outcomes and cure for breast cancer. Good luck on Monday. Let us know how it went. Lots of hugs.xx