I try so hard to "forget" breast cancer - as most family members recommend for me. Just a little bit hard......constant medical appts just to make sure that the curse hasn't raised its head again; huge lymphodema painful arm; side effects of hormonal drugs; many beautiful Pink Sisters living shitful worrying lives; the loss of many Pink Sisters waaaay before their time. Should I be grateful that I don't work due to unreliable health?? This blog has really made my thoughts come to the surface. I know that I am "on the right track" - I have been fortunate (in my quest for health) to find so many beautiful people. I have the most amazing Life Coach, Massuese, Chiropractor, Keniesologist and Herbalist. I definately am High Maintenance. This in itself scares the hell out of me and as you could imagine - COSTLY. Not sure when I will "settle down" - if ever!!! I am trying to find SOMETHING - I often feel that a piece of the puzzle is missing. I note from the other comments that I AM NORMAL - that is if all of you Pink Sisters are NORMAL????? At least we have each other to compare with and consult with. Thanks for the comments. XLeonie
