You have answered Liz's blog exactly as I would have. I know exactly what she is "saying" and so do you. I look at people on the street and think "You are so lucky - just going about with life not panicking about anything" (I know I could be wrong with some of them as they have their story as well) Life will never be the same after bc. I like to think my life is better - just more confusing. Instead of just cruising along I now have to "achieve" something each day even though I know it doesn't matter. See I am confused. I try so hard to "do the right thing" for ME every minute of the day - every day. Don't get me wrong I am not selfish and I still care for others. I just put ME in the picture more - others can look after themselves - like I am trying to achieve for MYSELF. If I "stood still" long enough I reckon I would "spin out". I don't want to leave this earth for a long time yet. I now understand RIP better though. We are all sooooooooooo much wiser now. XLeonie
