waiting is making me feel sick

thank you so very much to everyone. I really appreciate it. I have gone out and bought things to help boost my immune system, as even stress alone can impact it and I want to have the best possible chance of being at my best to get through this for me and my family. I now have immune boost tablets, vitamin C, collodial silver and also picked up some aromatherapy and ginger candy to help the stomach. 

I also called the hospital to follow up on my appointment and it's currently pending with the Dr to finish reviewing the referral and results/notes to then contact me to work out what needs to happen. I will now also follow up about a breast care nurse. 

I just went and had lunch with my amazing work friends who helped me feel at ease and comforted and I even managed to eat my lunch without feeling sick.

I came back to the office and another lovely friend had left me a beautiful card and aromatherapy candle. I am feeling very loved and supported right now.

I will keep touching base and reading other's experiences as I do find reading what other people have gone through a great comfort in knowing we are very strong bunch of women who go through hell but come out the other side stronger than ever.