Hi AmyB - I have had a similar story to yours. I am still waiting for results from second op as the margins were not clear enough. It's hard not to worry. But I found reading through everyone elses story was mind settling for me. You are not here alone. Allow yourself 'me time' to process whats happening. I had lots of silly thoughts - like when people say 'how are you' I say 'I'm fine' and under my breath but just been diagnosed with breast cancer. I look at things a little different now. One day at a time... hugs...