@FiFiK
like you, i was really lost & incredibly anxious until i knew my treatment path. Until that was explained to me, and i’d met both my med onc & rad onc, i was very stressed & scared.
i took someone to all of my appointments, after each we transcribed the notes in to master doc. Helps me keep a diary & i can refer bsck if & when I’m trying to recall what happEned when. There are still some appointments that leave me really flat after, but i try to take a list of queries into every appointment.
as many of the crew on here keep reminding me, a day at a time.
absolute best wishes to you - hugs back
kelly