Thanks so much @arpie, @Suki and @Tri for your responses. I have joined the Triple Positive group and am really grateful there is one specifically for us as initially I struggled a bit to find information on people having the same type of treatment as me.
My second round of TCHP hit me hard with fatigue and nausea (I couldn't even begin to work out how to respond to messages in the last few days) but I didn't get bone pain this time so no opiods and very pleased about that!! Sadly my peripheral neuropathy which is the main reason for the reduction in docetaxel has got a bit worse again so I'm not sure what they'll do about that...it frightens me I'll get stuck with it and never be able to drive again. I'm also frightened that my liver and kidney blood tests were marked as high and the kidney ones for potential specialist management, they were all good before the first dose - I lie there worrying they'll get the cancer but the treatment will get me, or that they won't get the cancer and the cancer will get me or a thousand other things...I worry a lot at the moment.
I'm still a little unsure how to work out how to reply directly to peoples individual comments rather than tagging everyone in...and my chemo brain is not helping....but I'll jump into the private group and connect with you all. Thanks so much for sharing your experiences - I'm so sorry you are having them but it helps to know I'm not the only one going through the same thing. Sending you all the biggest of hugs xx