Hi @Loz R, I totally get why you're feelng scared. Cancer & treatments are scary business! But, you know what, don't be scared that you can't do this because you've already come so far. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and you'll get through each treatment before you know it. I have found the fear to be worse than the reality with everything so far. I've had right mastectomy with axillary clearance, 6 cycles of TAC chemo and half way through 6wks radiation. Next is 10yrs hormone therapy. I have a 1yo & a 4yo and they have been my inspiration to push on when I've felt like giving up. Also, I've chosen not to work during treatment, so it's a bonus year at home with my babies in their formative prime, even though I've not been well. Check out Christine headwear online. Very designer. A bit pricey but well worth it. My sister bought me a turban, which i love and am totally comfortable wearing out & about. I have a wig too but never wear it. Wearing headwear makes you self conscious at first, but you soon get used to it. I often forget about it now, and 7wks post chemo have some decent growth coming in. We're all different, but I found my first chemo the worst & radiotherapy so far has been fine. Hang in there & all the best xxxooo