@Cheek2123 Sometimes it is best not to read about all the treatments and their side effects. Firstly, everyone’s cancer is different and requires different types of treatment. I am led by the medical team on this. Secondly, everyone reacts so very different to treatment and if you do not tolerate something, it can be changed. Ring the BCNA helpline just to have a chat to someone. Talking things over with someone who is not involved but who has been in a similar situation, often sets our minds at ease so we can move on. Take big breaths, calm yourself, then get on that helpline phone. This is not a fun ride but we do come to the end. My eighteen months of treatment went really fast. Sending big hugs