I got through the lumpectomy ok and that was3 weeks ago . L suppose l was not expecting all this but l am very lucky that the scans and bone scan all came back clear ...it had only spread to the lymph but then all that freaks me out as they are taking them out as well the drain tubes freak me out , yes lm am a nervous person before all of this ..l want to be Joan of arc ..plus l don't heal very quickly ..yes l give myself a hard time but l can't help it ..l no lm luckier than a lot ,,but lm struggling